again, i asked myself, where do i really see myself in 5 years’ time staying in this company? That thought popped up multiple times in my head when i was lying half dead on the bed due to food poisoning in China.

Am I a job hopper? I certainly hope not. For this is just my first job upon graduation. It felt as though it has drained my off my energy, constraint by the protocols and rules of the corporate world. welcome to the world!

bullshit. I already knew that and am in that world now.